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THE SKY WITHIN
Report for Martha
Stewart
An Interpretation of Your Birth Chart
by
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Planet |
Sign |
Position |
House |
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House
Cusps |
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Sun |
Leo |
10°Le55' |
10th |
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01 28°Li28' |
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Moon |
Sagittarius |
24°Sg49' |
02nd |
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02 26°Sc34' |
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Mercury |
Cancer |
25°Ca21' |
09th |
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03 28°Sg50' |
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Venus |
Virgo |
09°Vi06' |
11th |
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04 03°Aq43' |
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Mars |
Aries |
16°Ar17' |
06th |
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05 06°Pi54' |
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Jupiter |
Gemini |
14°Ge48' |
08th |
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06 05°Ar16' |
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Saturn |
Taurus |
27°Ta18' |
08th |
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07 28°Ar28' |
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Uranus |
Taurus |
29°Ta54' |
08th |
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08 26°Ta34' |
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Neptune |
Virgo |
25°Vi47' |
11th |
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09 28°Ge50' |
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Pluto |
Leo |
04°Le07' |
10th |
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10 03°Le43' |
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Midheaven |
Leo |
03°Le43' |
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11 06°Vi54' |
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Ascendant |
Libra |
28°Li28' |
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12 05°Li16' |
Planets within orb of 1.5 degrees of the following
house cusp are displayed and interpreted as being in
that house, except the Ascendant which uses 3 degrees.
Orb Conjunctions with Sun or Moon are 8 degrees.
All orbs are set according to Steven Forrest's methods.
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THE
SKY WITHIN
by
Steven Forrest
Using
Your Birthchart as a Spiritual Guide
A woman has a baby and is blissful about it.
Another one does the same, and spends the rest of her life dreaming about how
she might have been a ballerina. The same choice: having a kid. But only one
smiling woman.
Nobody has a generic formula for happiness, at
least not one that does the trick for everyone. That's where astrology comes
in.
The birthchart, stripped to bare bones, is simply
a description of the happiest, most fulfilling life that's available to you...
personally. It spells out a set of strategies you can use to avoid boring
routines, bad choices, and dead ends. It lists your resources. And it talks
about how your life looks when you're misusing the resources and distorting the
strategies -- shooting yourself in the foot, in other words.
All from a map of the sky?
Hard to believe. But think for a minute...
"How can the planets possibly affect us?
They're millions of miles away." Astrology's critics are fond of rolling
out that argument. But it doesn't hold water. Go out and gaze at the moon. What's
really happening? Incomprehensible energies are plunging across a quarter
million miles of void, crashing through your eyeballs and creating
electrochemical changes in your brain. We call the process "seeing the
moon." Certainly the planets affect us. The question is where do we draw
the boundaries around those effects?
Let's go a step further.
Open your eyes on a starry night. What do you see?
A vast, luminous space, full of shadows and light. Now close your eyes so tight
they ache. Where are you now? What do you see? Again, a vast, luminous space,
full of shadows and light. Consciousness and cosmos are structured around the
same laws, follow the same patterns, and even feel pretty much the same to our
senses.
"As above, so below." Just as the starry
night awes us with its vastness, there's something infinitely deep inside you,
a place you go when you close your eyes, a place that's beyond being an Aries
or a Gemini or even a specific gender. At the most profound level, a birthchart
is a map back to that magical center. It describes a series of earthly
experiences which, if you're brave and open enough, will trigger certain states
of consciousness in you -- states that operate like powerful spiritual
catalysts, vaulting you into higher levels of being.
In the pages that follow, you'll tour your
personal birthchart. But don't expect the usual "Scorpios are sexy"
stuff. You are a mysterious being in a mysterious cosmos. You're here for just
a little while, a blink of God's eye. You face a monumental task: figuring out
what's going on! In that spiritual work, astrology is your ally. How will it
help?
Certainly not by pigeon-holing you as a certain
"type."
Astrology works by reminding you who you are, by
warning you about the comforting lies we all tell ourselves, and by
illuminating the experiences that trigger your most explosive leaps in
awareness.
After that, the rest is up to you.
YOUR
TEN TEACHERS
Freud divided the human mind into three
compartments: ego, id, and superego. Astrologers do the same thing, except that
our model of the mind differs from Freud's in two fundamental ways. First, it's
a lot more elaborate. Instead of three compartments, we have ten: Sun, Moon,
and the eight planets we see from Earth. As we'll discover, each planet
represents more than a "circuit" in your psyche. It also serves as a
kind of "Teacher," guiding you into certain consciousness-triggering
kinds of experience.
The second difference between astrology and
psychology is that astrology's mind-map, unlike Freud's, is rooted in nature
itself, just as we are.
The primary celestial teacher is the Sun. What
does it teach? Selfhood. Vitality. How to keep the life-force strong in
yourself. If the Sun grew dimmer, so would all the planets -- they shine by
reflecting solar light. Similarly, if you fail to stoke the furnaces of your
own inner Sun, then you'll simply be "out of gas." All your other
planetary functions will suffer too.
How do we learn this teacher's lessons?
Start by realizing that when you were born the Sun
was in Leo.
When we hear "Lion," we think
"fierce." But that's
misleading. Go to the zoo and have
a look at the "King of the Beasts." He's lying there, one eye open, looking regal. He knows he's the king. He doesn't need to make a fuss about
it. The lion, like Leo at its
best, radiates quiet confidence. A
happy, creative, comfortable participation in the human family -- that's what
Leo the Lion is all about.
The evolutionary method is deceptively simple:
creative self-expression. As we
offer evidence of our internal processes to the world, we feel more at home,
more accepted, more spontaneous -- provided the world claps its hands for
us! That's the catch. Leo needs an appreciative
audience. That audience can be a
thousand people cheering or one person saying "I love you." Either way, it's applause, and for the
Lion, that's evolutionary rocket fuel.
Toughing it out, not letting oneself be affected
by a lack of support or understanding, may well be an important spiritual lesson
-- but not for Leo. Here the
evolutionary problem comes down to lack of real, ultimate trust in other
people. The cure isn't toughness;
it's building a pattern of joyful give-and-take. So perform! And
if no one claps, go somewhere else and perform again.
With your Sun in Leo, you are naturally
creative. Your task is to express
that side of your character vigorously and confidently -- and to make sure that
what you offer is appreciated.
What is the best truth you know?
What's holy and pure in your life, worth living for? That's your gift. Dramatize it. Package it somehow.
And perform! You may be
drawn to the arts. But just as
possibly, you might express your creativity in a business, or in some public
service.
Beneath the colorful surface of your character,
there is an insecurity. Hardly
anyone sees it. It's the
fundamental spiritual problem you've come into this life to work out. Your "yoga" lies in tricking
the world into clapping its hands for you. Be wary, though: even if you win the Nobel prize, it won't
mean a thing unless you win it for expressing your SELF. Otherwise, your deep-seated doubts and
insecurities about your SELF go untouched and unhealed.
One more thing -- if you're doing your best and
nobody's clapping, remember this: your act is fine; it's the audience that
needs to be replaced.
We can take our analysis of your natal Sun a step
further. When you were born, that solar light illuminated the Tenth house. What
does that signify?
Start by realizing that Houses represent twelve
basic arenas of life. There's a House of Marriage, for example, and a House of
Career. Always, we find an element of "fate" in our House structures;
the "Hand of God" continually presents us with existential and moral
questions connected with our emphasized Houses. How we react and what we learn
-- or fail to learn -- is our own business.
One brief technical note: Sometimes the Sun, the
Moon, or a planet lies near the end of the House. We then say it's
"conjunct the cusp" of the subsequent House, and interpret it as
though it were a little further along... in the next House, in other words.
Community -- that's the key to the Tenth House.
How do you fit into your local branch of civilization? What role do you play there? "He's an anesthesiologist."
That's a Tenth House statement. But so is, "She's into the women's
movement." Even though she doesn't make a dime being a feminist, it still
says something about the hat she wears in the community.
Planetary Teachers in this House do two things for
you. They outline your
"cosmic job description." That is, they tip you off about the role
you were born to play in your community. Unfortunately, they don't do that very
well; there are a billion roles and only ten planets, so the descriptions they
provide are of necessity rather vague.
At best, they're rough guidelines.
Tenth House Teachers do better with their second
task. They point out parts of your
own character that need to be developed to a radical degree before your mission
coalesces before your eyes. Accept
their suggestions, act on them, and you'll leave a lasting stamp of your vision
upon the myths and symbols of your community.
With the Sun in the Tenth House, it's as though
Spirit has asked you to figure out a way to get paid for being yourself. Prominent in your "cosmic job
description" is the notion that you are to be some sort of role model or
exemplar for your community, embodying in yourself a set of principles or
skills. To accomplish that, the
part of your character you must develop to a radical degree is...
yourself. And that takes
time. In youth, be wary of the way
society will try to seduce you into prematurely accepting some role that
doesn't have much to do with your nature or values. When a Tenth House Sun blooms well, it usually blooms late.
The next step in our journey through your
birthchart carries us to the Moon.
As you might expect, Luna resonates with the
magical, emotional sides of your psyche. It represents your mood, averaged over
a lifetime. As the heart's teacher, it tells you how to feel comfortable, how
to meet your deepest needs. While the Sun lets you know what kinds of
experiences and relationships help you feel sane, the Moon is concerned with
another piece of the puzzle: feeling happy.
When you were born, the Moon was in Sagittarius.
To the medieval astrologer, there were three kinds
of Sagittarian: the gypsy, the scholar, and the philosopher. They're all legitimate, healthy parts
of the picture. Sagittarius
represents the urge to expand our horizons, to break up the routines that
imprison us. One way to do that is
to escape the bonds of the culture into which we were born -- that's the
gypsy. Another is to educate
ourselves, to push our intelligence beyond its customary "position
papers" -- the way of the scholar.
Finally, our intuition can
stretch outward, trying to come to terms with cosmic law, attempting to grasp
the meaning and purpose of life.
That's the philosopher's path.
To keep your Sagittarian energies healthy, you
need to feed them an endless supply of fresh experience. Travel. Take classes.
Learn to scuba dive.
Amazement feeds the Archer the same way protein feeds your physical
body. Conversely, if there's a
cardinal sin for Sagittarius, it is to consciously, willingly allow yourself to
be bored.
With your Moon in Sagittarius, there's a plucky,
open, innocent quality to your instinctive life. You find yourself here in this fascinating, inexplicable
universe. You have X number of
minutes to explore it all--better get on with it! You feel most comfortable when you're actively pursuing your
Holy Grail, which is Understanding.
You may do that by reading books or watching National Geographic
specials. You may do it by
stretching your physical horizons.
But you'll never do it while mired in predictable routines.
Your spirit feels good when you have people in
your life who aren't strangers to
amazement, people who like it when you change their minds... and people who are
capable of changing yours.
Going farther, we see that your Moon lies in the Second
house of your chart.
Traditionally, the Second House is the House of
Money. That's true, but the issues
here are much broader. This is the
House of Resources, and resources aren't always financial. If you're lost in Dubrovnik,
Yugoslavia, at two in the morning, you'll probably feel pretty insecure. If you have a thousand dollars in your
pocket, that'll help; you'll feel more legitimate. The money is a resource, and it produces the classic Second
House effect: helping you feel more confident. But speaking fluent
Serbo-Croatian would do the same; knowing the language is a terrific resource,
even though no one will give you a nickel for it.
Your Second House energies feel awkward, as if
everyone is staring at them.
Dignity and self-esteem are the issues here. The solution isn't some "We all God's chillin'"
formula for uncritical self-love.
Instead, it's a process of recognizing your deficiencies objectively and
seeking to correct them: proving yourself to yourself, in other words.
With the Moon in the Second House, feeling
confidence in yourself does not come automatically; you've had to work at
it. How? A lot depends on what we just learned a few seconds ago --
the activities connected with the sign your Moon occupies play a terrific role
in helping you feel worthy of the good things in life. Add to that formula the classic lunar
strategy: nurturing. If you find
something -- a person, an animal, an institution -- that's wounded in some way
and you manage to bring it back from the brink of disaster, you're feeding your
Moon and thereby deepening your elemental dignity. The pitfall, of course, lies in not letting go of the thing
you're healing even after it's well.
Avoid that, and you'll be fine.
There's a third critical piece in your astrological
puzzle -- the Ascendant, or rising sign. Along with the Sun and Moon, it
completes the "primal triad." What is it? What does it mean? Simple
-- the Ascendant is the sign that was coming up over the eastern horizon at the
instant of your birth. It's where the sun is at dawn, in other words. In
exactly the same way, the Ascendant represents how you "dawn" on
people -- that is, how you present yourself. It's your "style," or
your "mask."
The ascendant means more than that. It symbolizes
a way you can help yourself feel centered, at ease, comfortable with who you
are. If you get its message, then something wonderful happens: your style hooks
you into the world of experience in a way that feeds your spirit exactly the
kinds of events and relationships you need. Your soul is charged with more
enthusiasm for the life you're living -- and you feel vibrant, confident, and
full of animal grace.
When you took your first breath, Libra was lifting
over the eastern horizon of Jersey City, New Jer. Let's begin our analysis by
considering the meaning and spiritual message of the sign of "The
Artist".
Perfect equilibrium. That's the spirit of the Scales. When Libra realizes its evolutionary aim, the nervous system
is as still as a dark pool on a windless summer evening. Outwardly, Libran energy often looks as
though it's already there: it seems graceful and balanced, even
unflappable. Inwardly, it's
another story: the Libran part of you is tuned as tight as the high string on a
violin. Spirit gave you some
advice back before you were born: don't pluck it. And don't let anyone else pluck it either.
Inevitably, with your terrific sensitivity, you'll
get rattled from time to time.
What can you do about it?
Watch a ballet, or any other beautiful thing. The outer harmony will internalize; you'll sigh, releasing
tension. That's the Libran
evolutionary strategy in a nutshell: flood your senses with perceptions of
beauty. It will soothe you,
lifting you closer to the unbreakable serenity which is the true goal of this
sign of the zodiac.
With Libra rising, you radiate grace and
friendliness. Instinctively,
people feel at ease around you... which spotlights the central characteristic
of your outer self: courtesy. In
this context that word doesn't mean being painfully "proper" all the
time; instead it implies the capacity to grease the social wheels, to help
people feel accepted and natural.
You have that skill in abundance.
You feel most centered when you're creating
harmony -- and that covers a lot of bases. Encouraging friends to relax and unwind certainly is part of
it. But you can also create
harmony between colors, shapes, and sounds. We call that "art," and expressing yourself
artistically is quite self-affirming for you. Similarly, you can create harmony inside yourself by letting
beauty wash over your senses, or by simply sitting quietly in an elegant place.
What have we learned so far? Quite a lot.
Astrologers use the primal triad of Sun, Moon, and Ascendant in much the same
way people who know just a little astrology use Sun signs. The difference is
that while there are only twelve Sun signs, there are 1728 different
combinations of all three factors. So when we say that you are a Leo with the
Moon in Sagittarius and Libra rising, that's a very specific statement.
Here's a way to make those words come even more
alive. Traditionally, signs are connected with Bulls and Sea-Goats and
Scorpions -- creatures we don't see every day. But we can translate those
images into more modern archetypes.
We can say you are "The Performer", or
"The Aristocrat", or "The Clown". Those are just different
ways of saying you have the Sun in Leo.
We can say you have the soul of "The
Gypsy", or "The Scholar", or "The Philosopher"... your
Moon lies in Sagittarius, in other words.
We can add that you wear the mask of "The
Artist", or "The Diplomat", or "The Lover". Those
images capture the spirit of your Ascendant, which is Libra.
You can combine those archetypes any way you want.
And you can go further: Once you have a feel for the three basic signs in your
primal triad, you can make up your own images to go with them. Whatever words
you choose, those simple statements are your fundamental astrological
signature. It's your skeleton. Our next step is to begin adding flesh and hair
to that skeleton by considering the planets.
Unsurprisingly, planets can gain prominence in a
birthchart through association with the Sun, Moon, or Ascendant. These three
are power brokers, and any linkage with them boosts a planet's influence.
Your own birthchart is complicated by the fact
that, at your birth, Pluto was aligned with the Sun... or "conjunct"
the Sun, to use the proper astrological term. Thus, the energy and spirit of
that planet is fused with your solar identity. In a sense, you are an
"incarnation" of Pluto."
What can that mean? Start by understanding the
significance of the planet.
"Life's a bitch. Then you die." Go to
any boutique from coast to coast; you'll find those words on a coffee mug.
Meaninglessness. Like most truly frightening ideas, we make a joke of it.
That's Plutonian territory: the realm of all that terrifies us so badly we need
to hide from it. Death. Disease. Our personal shame. Sexuality, to some extent.
Initially, Pluto asks us to face our own wounds, squarely and honestly. Then,
if we succeed, it offers us a way to create an unshakable sense of meaning in
our lives. How? Methods vary according to the Signs and Houses involved, but
always they have one point in common: the high Plutonian path invariably involves
accepting some trans-personal purpose in your life.
One more point: Pluto moves so slowly that it
remains in a given Sign for many years. As result, its Sign position in your
birthchart refers not only to you but also to your generation. The House position,
however, is much more personal in its relevance.
Pluto was journeying slowly through the sign Leo.
Thus the shadow material you are called upon to face has to do with the dark
side of the Performer archetype: an obsession with being noticed. In what part
of your life or personal history have you chosen style over substance, glitz
over moral excellence? (If your answer is "Nowhere!" then
congratulations... you're Enlightened... or not looking hard enough.)
At the moment of your birth, Pluto gleamed in the
Tenth House -- the part of the natal chart that helps clarify your "cosmic
job description." You were born with a mission, and your sense of meaning
in life depends on fulfilling it. What is the mission? We can't say precisely,
but we can narrow it down. First, it involves blowing the whistle on lies.
Second, it involves countering the force that has historically been called
Evil, and healing its effects. Third, it depends totally upon your courage to
speak out at the level of moral principle.
While a fairly large number of people have Pluto
in that sign and house, the fact that it lies conjunct your Sun gives it
special emphasis. By pushing the strengths it suggests toward their limits, you
charge your solar vitality, approach your destiny, and set the stage for
fullfilling your spiritual purpose.
Your birthchart displays another area of
heightened activity: the Eleventh House. The reason for that is simple --
there's a lot of planetary activity. With Venus and Neptune in that area of
your life, it is charged with activity, soul lessons, and opportunities for
personal development. Before we even consider the planets separately, our first
step is to explore this piece of existential real estate in broad terms.
What do you want out of life? What are your priorities? What kind of old person are you in the
process of becoming? Those are
core Eleventh House issues. The
challenge here is to accomplish something many people talk about but few
actually do--lead a life; that is, create your future according to your deepest
interests and values.
The planetary forces focused in this segment of
your birthchart are Teachers dedicated to helping you find the threads of your
destiny. They describe what you
were born to become -- and warn you of how you look when you're off course.
"House of Friends" is the old name for
this part of the birthchart, although "House of Acquaintances" is
perhaps more accurate. Intimacy
isn't the issue here; teamwork and networking are. But clear priorities must come first, or all those talking
faces serve no purpose. They just
tie you up in pointless social interactions.
Venus is the part of your mental circuitry that's
concerned with releasing tension and maintaining harmony. Its focus is always
peace, inwardly and outwardly. As such, it represents your aesthetic functions
-- your taste in colors, sounds, and forms. Why? Because the perception of
beauty soothes the human heart. Venus is also tied to your affiliative
functions -- your romantic instincts, your sense of courtesy or diplomacy, your
taste in friends. Invariably, this planet has one goal: sustaining your
serenity in the face of life's onslaughts.
Venus was passing through Virgo. Thus, both your
aesthetic sensitivity and your taste in partners is shaped by the keen-eyed
discrimination of the Virgin. In the realm of beauty, whether natural or
wrought by human hands, you have a taste for quality, for precise execution,
for technical virtuosity. The same goes for friends and sexual partners -- you
appreciate people with a no-nonsense air of competence and realism, people who
assess themselves with searing honesty, then get on with the business of
working on themselves.
With Venus in the Eleventh House, as you mature,
your Venusian energies figure more prominently in your character and situation.
That suggests a trend toward more prosperity, more comfort, and better fortunes
in the world of intimacy as the years go by. There is an artist in you, but
it's a late-bloomer... even if that truth is veiled by lesser successes earlier
in life. Is all that guaranteed? Yes... provided you don't cancel it by
slipping under the thumb of the dark Venus, descending into laziness,
self-indulgence, and escapism.
You're lying in your bed, going to sleep. Suddenly
a jolt runs through your body. You just "caught yourself falling
asleep." Where were you two seconds before the jolt? What were you?
Astrologically, the answer lies with Neptune. This is the planet of trance, of
meditation, of dreams. It represents your doorway into the "Not-Self."
Based on the sign the planet occupies, we identify a particularly critical
spiritual catalyst for you... although we need to remember that Neptune remains
in a Sign for an average of a little over thirteen years, so its Sign position
actually describes not only you, but your whole generation. Its House position,
however, is more uniquely your own.
Neptune was passing through Virgo. Thus, to
trigger higher states of consciousness in yourself and to stimulate your
psychic development, you may choose to follow the Path of the Servant... that
is consciously, intentionally to seek the perfection of those skills and
virtues in yourself which benefit others. Without exposure to the purifying,
soul-bleaching effects of selfless service, you tend to drift away from Spirit,
losing yourself in the mazes of daily life -- or in the subtle ego-traps of
meditation.
Neptune, planet of transcendence, occupies the
Eleventh House of your birthchart, where its mystical feelings are linked to
the priorities which increasingly shape and dominate your life as you mature.
If you get six out of every ten existential questions right, by the time you're
old you'll be living a contemplative life, full of the presence of God.
Inevitably, down that road we would see you surrounded by people who draw inspiration
from you. The darker path, optional unless you fail to explore the spiritual
dimensions of your life now, is that by the end of life you'll be totally
dedicated to keeping yourself anesthetized.
Your birthchart shows still another area where
planets congregate: the Eighth. By combining forces, Jupiter, Saturn and Uranus
emphasize that department of your life almost as powerfully as the Sun or Moon
would.
In the Eighth House you experience three basic
human instincts in a radically heightened way. The first instinct is sexual --
not simply having intercourse, but also allowing yourself to bond fully with a
partner, letting the primal sexual "program" in your deep psyche
manifest, riding the roller coaster, trusting it, even though noÿone can
completely understand it.
Death is the second Eighth House instinct. Again,
we let ourselves flow with something deep within us, learning consciously
something that our cells know automatically -- that death, like sex, is just
another biological roller coaster, spooky maybe, but worthy of trust... which
leads directly to the third instinct: our sense of immortality. Something deep
and trans-rational in us knows there is a realm beyond death. Life has an
"occult" dimension -- that is, a hidden one. Without an acceptance of
that intuitive feeling, we live forever under a shadow of futility and
foreboding.
You have lessons here. Let's consider them.
Take all the planets, all the meteors, moons,
asteroids, and comets. Roll them up in a big ball of cosmic mush. They still
wouldn't equal the mass of the "King of the Gods" -- Jupiter. Exactly
that same bigness pervades the planet's astrological spirit. Jupiter is the
symbol of buoyancy and generosity, of opportunity and joy. At the deepest
level, it represents faith... faith in life, that is, rather than faith in
anybody's theological position papers.
Jupiter stands in Gemini. This is an important
piece of information -- maybe a pivotal one. Being human is tough sometimes.
When you need to boost your elemental faith in life, your answer lies in
following the Way of the Witness or the Storyteller. What that means is that
when you're sad, the only cure is a big dose of amazement. Do something new.
Take a chance. Learn something. Break up a routine. Have a fascinating conversation
with an intriguing stranger. Almost invariably that will put the sparkle back
in your eyes.
In your chart, the "King of the Gods"
reigns in the Eighth House -- traditionally the "House of Death,"
although mating and sexuality are actually more central to the symbolism. To
maintain your faith in life, you must seek a living sexual bond, full of
eye-contact and soul-contact, with an open, enthusiastic partner. If you lack
such a connection in your life, then it's especially critical that you contact
the primal forces of nature in other ways. Walk in the wind. Meditate on a
mountaintop at midnight. Stand on a dune with your heart open to the
gale-driven waves.
Look at a NASA photo of Saturn. The icy elegance
of the planet's rings, the pale understatement of the cloud bands... both hint
at the clarity and precision which characterize Saturn's astrological spirit.
Part of the human psyche must be cold and calculating, cunning enough to
survive in the physical world. Part of us thrives on self-discipline, seeks
excellence, pays the price of devotion. Somewhere in our lives there's a region
where nothing but the best of what we are is enough to satisfy us. That's the
high realm of Saturn. In its low realm, we take one glance at those challenges
and our hearts turn to ice. We freeze in fear, and despair claims us.
The earthy terrain of Taurus offers a region of
profound spiritual challenge for you, as Saturn was passing through that sign
at your birth. You must learn to steel yourself in the face of the Bull's shadow
side: spirit-numbing predictability. Will yourself toward openness! Throw a
monkey wrench into your efficient systems! This is especially healing -- and
challenging -- in the context of Saturn's House in your birthchart. Which House
was that?
The Eighth! The arena of life where you face the
Unconscious, and all the half-taboo energies that lie there: your sexuality,
your sense of mortality, and your instincts about "other dimensions."
With Saturn here, your Eighth House passions are so strong they probably
frighten you a bit. Concentrate on conquering that fear and extending yourself
step by step into those mysterious realms. Otherwise, your intimate life will
be frustrating, death will haunt you, and there will be a big hole in your life
where magic should be.
If Uranus were the only planet in the sky, we'd
all be so independent we'd still be Neanderthals throwing rocks at each other.
There would be no language, no culture, no law. On the other hand, if Uranus
did not exist, we'd all still be hauling rocks for Pharaoh. All individuality
would be suppressed. This is the planet of individuation... the process whereby
we separate out who we are from what everybody else wants us to be. Always it
indicates an area of our lives in which, to be true to ourselves, we must
"break the rules" -- that is, overcome the forces of socialization
and peer pressure. In that part of our experience, what feeds our souls tends
to annoy mom and dad... and all the "moms" and "dads" who
lay down the law of the tribe.
With Uranus in Taurus, the process of
individuation for you is tied up with the Path of the Earth Spirit. That is to
say, you strengthen and clarify your own Uranian identity through deepening
your bond with nature -- and without that you're likely to clog up your life
with unnecessary conservatism. Consciously chosen forays into the natural
world, such as hiking, gardening, or close association with animals, purify
your sense of self, purging out the spurious "inner voices" you've
swallowed sitting in front of the great wraparound television set of late
twentieth century Industrial Culture.
House of Death -- that's the old name for the
Eighth House, where your Uranus lies. The issues are broader; not just death,
but the whole realm of instinct, and most especially, your sexuality. Uranus is
your Teacher here and the lessons can be summarized this way: sexuality plays a
pivotal role, positively or negatively, in your spiritual journey. To be true
to yourself in that department, you must break some cultural taboos. One piece
of that puzzle is that your natural sexual soulmates are probably not quite the
folks mom and dad had in mind for you...
In the final analysis, all planets are important.
Each one plays a unique role in your developmental pattern, and failure to feed
any one of them results in a diminution of your life. Just because the
following planets aren't "having breakfast with the President"
through association with the Sun, Moon, or Ascendant doesn't mean we can ignore
them.
Mercury buzzes around the Sun in eighty-eight
days, making it the fastest of the planets. It buzzes around your head in
exactly the same way: frantically. It's the part of you that never rests -- the
endless firing of your synapses as your intelligence struggles to organize a
picture of the world. Mercury represents thinking and speaking, learning and
wondering. It is the great observer, always curious. It represents your senses
themselves and all the raw, undigested data that pours through them.
Mercury is marinating in the depths of Cancer.
That combination links your mental functions with the dreamy creativity and
compassion of the Healer archetype. Your voice is soothing, your mind full of
sensitivity and subjectivity. Spiritually you are learning a lot about the
risks -- and the absolute necessity -- of emotional self-expression.
With the traditional "Messenger of the
Gods" occupying your Ninth House, you have the mind of the eternal
student, always learning, always eager to stretch a little further. It's
important that you blow out the mental cobwebs periodically by taking a trip
into another culture -- or by enrolling in a stimulating class or workshop.
Pale red Mars suggested blood to our ancestors,
and they named it the War God. That's an effective metaphor -- Mars does
represent violence. But today we go further. The red planet symbolizes the
power of the Will. Assertiveness. Courage. Without it, there'd be no fire in
life. No spark. Where your Mars lies, you are challenged to find the Spiritual
Warrior inside yourself, the part of you that's brave and clear enough to claim
your own path and follow it.
Mars blazes in Aries. This is a natural
combination of fiery energies, and it turns up the volume on your gutsiness,
assertiveness, and general feistiness. There's a price tag, though: with all
that fire coursing through your veins, you need to burst through brick walls
every now and then -- or you'll slip into argumentativeness and temper.
Spiritually you're learning the purest Mars lesson of all: bravery.
With the War-God occupying your Sixth House, a
piece of your destiny-pattern is that you draw to yourself kinds of work that
are inherently competitive, even if you yourself aren't really that way. (In
all your responsibilities, the basic paradigm is that there are three dogs and
only two bones.) Spiritually, you are learning a lot about assertiveness and
personal power in the work environment -- and that may mean in your job, or in
whatever nonprofessional responsibilities life thrusts upon you.
Your
Lunar Nodes
The
soul's journey
Here's a jolly baby. Here's a serious one. An
alert one. A dull one. A wise one. Those are common nursery room observations,
but they raise a fascinating question: How did that person get in there?
Most of our psychological theory, either
technically or in folklore, is developmental theory... abuse a child and he'll
grow up to be a child-abuser, for example. But in the eyes of the newborn
infant, there is already character. How can that be? One might say it's
heredity, and that's certainly at least part of the answer. A large part of the
world's population would call it reincarnation -- that baby, for better or
worse, represents the culmination of centuries of soul-development in many
different bodies. A Fundamentalist might simply announce, "That's how God
made the baby." Who's to say? But all three explanations hold one point in
common: They all agree that we cannot account for what we observe in a baby's
eyes without acknowledging the impact of events occurring before the child's
birth.
In astrology, the South Node of the Moon refers to
events occurring before your birth, helping us to see what was in your eyes ten
seconds after you were born... however we imagine it got in there! The Moon's
North Node, always opposite the South Node, refers to your evolutionary future.
It's a subtle point, but arguably the most important symbol in astrology. The
North Node represents an alien state of consciousness and an unaccustomed set
of circumstances. If you open your heart and mind to them, you put maximum
tension on the deadening hold of the past.
As we consider the Nodes of the Moon in your
birthchart, we'll be using the language of reincarnation. Whether that notion
fits your own spiritual beliefs is of course your own business. If it doesn't
work for you, please translate the ideas into ancestral hereditary terms. After
all, it makes little practical difference whether we speak of a certain farmer
weeding his beans a thousand years before the Caesars as your great, great,
mega-great grandfather... or as you yourself in a previous incarnation. Either
way, he's someone who lived way back there in history who sort of is you, sort
of isn't, and lives on inside you--influencing but not ultimately defining you.
At your birth, the South Node of the Moon lay in
Pisces, the sign of the Mystic. Anyone looking into your eyes as you took your
first breath would have observed an eerie wisdom, as though he or she were
looking into the eyes of a buddha. For centuries, you've been exploring trance
states, typically in the context of spiritual traditions and institutions but
occasionally in darker ways... like the "trance" induced by alcohol
or opium. As a result, an intuitive grasp of altered and higher states of
consciousness has arisen in you. Now, like one who has become too heavenly to
be of any earthly good, you must learn new lessons: practical helpfulness
toward others and a willingness to face squarely the mucky details of getting
free.
That nascent ability to willingly and effectively
accept the yoke of service is symbolized by your North Node of the Moon, which
lies in Virgo -- the sign of the Craftsperson. As we saw earlier, the North
Node can be seen as the most significant point in the entire birthchart. Why?
Because it represents your evolutionary future... the ultimate reason you're
alive, in other words. How can you accomplish this Virgoan spiritual work? The
"yoga" is easy to say, harder to do: you must overcome the myth of
"World Transcendence" inside yourself, and begin polishing a set of
skills with which you can address the pain of other people, one by one.
There's another piece to the puzzle: The Moon's
South Node falls in the Fifth House of your chart. This implies that previous
to this lifetime you lived out the notion that "the road of excess leads
to the palace of wisdom." There has developed in your spirit a spontaneous
immediacy... creative and joyful, but vulnerable to the life-derailing effects
of whimsy and self-indulgence.
In this lifetime, with your North Node of the Moon
in the Eleventh House, you must act to counterbalance those whimsical,
self-indulgent tendencies... not so much because they're "bad" as
because you've already learned everything you can from them. The time has come
for you to take authority over the shape of your own life, establishing your
own goals and priorities, determining in advance what kind of elderly person
you'll become. Finish what you start!
And that's your birth chart.
Trust it; the symbols are Spirit's message to you.
In the course of a lifetime, you'll make a billion choices. Any one of them
could potentially hurt you terribly, sending you down a barren road. How can
you steer a true course? The answer is so profound that it circles around and
sounds trivial: listen to your heart, be true to your soul. Noble words and
accurate ones, but tough to follow.
The Universe, in its primal intelligence, seems to
understand that difficulty. It supplies us with many external supports:
Inspiring religions and philosophies. Dear friends who hold the mirror of truth
before us. Omens of a thousand kinds. And, above all, the sky itself, which
weaves its cryptic message above each newborn infant.
In these pages, you've experienced one reading of
that celestial message as it pertains to you. There are others. You may want to
consider sitting with a real astrologer ... micro-chips are fine, but a human
heart can still express nuances of meaning that no computer can grasp. You may
want to order other reports, ones that illuminate your current astrological
"weather," or that analyze important relationships. Best of all, you
may choose to learn this ancient language yourself, and begin unraveling your
own message in your own words.
Whatever your course, we thank you for your time
and attention, and wish you grace for your journey.